Kick me while I am down….

As if the depression that I am going through is not enough, I found out yesterday that my dad and stepmom are getting a divorce.  And as much as I was expecting this, it still doesnt prepare you for the initial shock and sadness that you experience.  For me it seems to be much worse because I go through life believing that everyone will find the one person they were meant to be with.  I know that my stepmom is not the right person for my dad, I have realized that now for the past three years or so, but nevertheless it still broke my heart.

 

This could very well possibly turn into an amazing thing for everybody involved though.  My dad and I are going to get an apartment together, we are very very close so that will be an exciting thing.

 

I still hope that someday my dad and everyone I know finds the person who makes them whole, who makes them smile at just the very thought of seeing them, the person who makes your heart beat faster whenever you hear their voice.  We all deserve that, don’t we?

 

~ by tylerjordan on May 19, 2008.